So sorry!!

It´s been a long time since I´ve been here. Sorry for that... I´ve been bitten by the lazy bug.. No other explanation.. No promise, but I´ll do my best to update more regularly.. :)

Sleepless in Eskilstuna....

I really hate those nights when I´m tired in my eyes but my brain, yes I have one of those even if I´m not using it often, and body is wide awake.. Should use this energy to get this place in order but you can´t make noice i the midle of the night when you rent an apartment... :/ Sucks big time....

My crochet making is on ice and have been for a loong time.. Started on a scarf but it didn´t cooperate as I wanted so it´s grounded til further notice...Everything of my artistic doing is on ice it seems.. I have taken the first step to get my book on the right track and maybe finish it in this lifetime.. The problem is that I wright in Swedish and I asked a friend to read it, she don´t speak Swedish so I have to translate it in to English. Witch is making me swear  a lot...

Long time no se....

Sorry for the long absence... The latest months I´ve been lazy and forgetfull.. Bad reason but the truth.

The latest week I´ve had a lot of things going on been to my grandmothers funeral. It´s sad that it´s gonna take a funeral to get the family together.. All the cousins met up, hadn´t seen them in years.. My nice is 19 and when she was babtised i met one of the cousins... 19 years, it´s sick.. It felt wierd to se my dad and uncles and aunt cry... This was probably the last time I saw the since we never meet.. Thats sad, I hope I´m wrong and that we meet kinda soon..

Boring weather....

I was suppose to go to my mom but the weather said it´s not a good idea.. So I´m indoors and checking the things I recorded o my tivo/my recordebal tvbox.. My dog don´t like the weather either, she is a Flatcoated retriever but it´s wrog kind of water.. ;)

Life sucks right now!!!

Found out that I don't get the money I expected. The unemployment office never told me that the time ran out. How do I fix it??

Music and the impact it has...

Sitting and listening to songs on youtube.. Remebering my youth and friends that past away..
Feel a bit of, and have for a long time now, friends passing isn´t make it easier..

The world spins to fast sometimes and I don´t have the time to fix what i need to make a good living.. So I have to make do with this life until I get faster and actually get a life.. ;)

I´m not that low as it might sound right now.. ;) I just got stuck in wrong kind of music for the moment..

Oops...

Long time no see.. I've been lazy lately. Sorry, I'll make a mence later.

Long time no see.....

I´m sorry for me beeing lazy and not writing anything in here.. I´ve mad a few things in crochet and knitting, pic taken to. I just didn´t bring my self to post it... And I´ve made it tricky for me to get the pics poeted since I´ve taken them with my phone and saved them on my desktop... Smart, hu?! It probably isn´t that big of a deal but it´s 2.23 in the morning right now and I´m a bit sleepy..

So I´ll se you all later and I´ll have those pics then...

Peace, love and understanding....